You ask why should you try, well I’ve been trying and always did. So technically you owe me for the thousands of times that I have. But that’s all on you.

I want you. Need you. But not this way.

You don’t want to try because you want someone else.

sweetliddoblondebimmbo:

j-nastyy:

Now all I’m thinking about is all the false promises between both of us. Swearing I’d never leave. Swearing that you would change. We had an agreement that this relationship would never work unless it was 50/50, and you failed again. You wrote a letter saying how you’ve realized you’ve been…

yea i think we get it now jaydee . i , supposedly “don’t care” . i treated you like shit . people are going around saying you’re 100% done with me , if that’s the case , im obviously not gonna try . why bother trying when im just gonna get my heart broken . Why !? there’s no point in leading me on & shit . i fucking failed you i get it already .

Obviously you don’t know how to fucking read. It said if you would’ve tried or fought back then I would’ve turned around, but of course you’re on some other thinking saying there’s no point in trying if you’re just gonna get your heart broken.

I’m not sorry if I broke your heart, cause you’ve been breaking mine these past few months. But I still stay here willing to be with you all over again. Cause there’s still no one else I want to spend my life with, but you.

Now all I’m thinking about is all the false promises between both of us. Swearing I’d never leave. Swearing that you would change. We had an agreement that this relationship would never work unless it was 50/50, and you failed again. You wrote a letter saying how you’ve realized you’ve been sketchy to me and that you would change your ways, and you never did. It really hurts. It’s even worse that you’re not fighting back trying to convince me to try again and not leave. Honestly if you would do that, I would stay. Because it shows you actually cared about us. It shows you really do love me and you don’t want this to end. I don’t want this to end. But I’ve been fighting for quite some time. I needed to see it from you yourself, but you even said you don’t like showing your emotions. And I see that. So to me, I see you don’t want me back. You don’t want to change. You don’t really care. I wanted to know that you love me and you need me but you only show that when we’re alone. But that barely happens anyways. You’re too busy thinking about yourself and wanting to be with your other boyfriend and make him more happy than me. That’s what I see, you don’t care to make effort with us but anything that happens with you two is the end of the world to you. I won’t have that. I was your boyfriend, I shouldve been your priority like you were mine, but you never did. You just took me for granted and disrespected me. And when I finally had enough and left, you didn’t bother to prove me wrong. You’re on this idea that there’s no point if I can’t trust you for you to try, but you never give me a reason to trust you in the first place. You always go back on your word. You always lie. Why should I trust you to begin with ? Which is why it surprises me that you didn’t show any effort or fought back to prove me wrong and make us work. I wanted you to fight back. I would’ve stayed. And I would’ve sat down with you personally to work this out, only if you showed me that you needed me in your life, but no. You just said bye and didn’t bother trying. It’s unfair for me to give you my everything and you not do anything. The car rides. The clothes. The sex. None of that mattered to me and none of that makes up for how you treated me. I could care less about those things. I just wanted your love. I wanted you to be in love with me like before. I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to strive to be the greatest girlfriend like I tried to be the best boyfriend. But it was too much for you. I don’t think it was too much for you I mean come on, we were dating for 15 months, I thought everything I asked for was simple and easy to do considering that we both claimed we were in love with each other. But it only was easy for me. You didn’t even bother. It all came down to effort. 50/50, we agreed on it. That was the only way this would work. If we both fought to make this work. But only one person between both of us kept their word, and everyone knows it wasn’t you.

Anonymous: so why break up

I couldn’t wake up every morning not knowing if she still loved me every day. She couldn’t show me she loved me like I did, I guess it was too much. But that’s all I ever wanted.

Anonymous: do u still love kristen ??

Yes. And I always will. Deep down in my heart I feel like it isn’t really over.

The fact that you didn’t fight back and never fight back to stay with me just shows your level of commitment and effort you have/had in our relationship.

Well I hope you never stop trying with him as hard as you do now.

Its finally over and I get to finally say the shit I’ve been bottling up, and you still don’t give a fuck.

What a fucking waste.